You see, this blog is going to sound rather downbeat and negative. It's not intended to but I know, even before I write the words, that is it going to. Obviously I'm hoping that it won't be, obviously I'm hoping that it will be life affirming and uplifting. But I'm not that good a writer. Maybe in the hands of someone more skilled.....
Anyway, last night we decided to head into Wanaka and join in the revelry and celebrations for New Year. Not surprisingly it was packed, especially for a small town. The bars were full to bursting - drinks could only be consumed indoors despite it being a warm evening to contain the consumption of alcohol. It wasn't working - the town had its glad rags on and was not going to take them off anytime soon.
After a couple of drinks, the heat and tiredness took hold and we needed to get some air. After negotiating the wobbling, waving crowds at the lake side, we reached the end of the main street and the end of the street lights. And with the blanket of darkness that came with that, the sky revealed its celestial majesty. Stars. Millions of them.
For the first time in my life I could see not only the stars, but also the stuff I between. The Milky Way I suppose. It was all too much. So whilst people in town drank, celebrated and reminisced over the events of the year, I laid on a picnic bench and stared into the cosmos. In comparison, a year on earth seemed like a trifling thing. A mere blink of an eye. What was a year anyway? Why celebrate the passing of, what is in reality, the transfer from one month to the next. It happens twelve times in a year, so why the hullabaloo? Are the hangovers really worth it? Of course they are, but in the grand scheme of things, is New Year really worth celebrating?
Last night you could see Orion's Belt as clear as day. Well not day, but you know what I mean. Take one of the three stars that form the belt, Mintaka. Mintaka is 1,200 light years away. Yes, 1,200. So to get there, even travelling at the speed of light (which is pretty nippy by anyone's standards) it would take 1,200 years to get there. Better take a packed lunch.
Or to put it another way, the light coming from there has taken 1,200 years to reach us. We are looking at something that is 1,200 years old. It may not even be there anymore. We wouldn't know. If it were to disappear tomorrow then we wouldn't know for another thousand years or so. Assuming of course they the human race is even there to see it. Which, if by the events of the past twelve months are anything to go by, is unlikely.
But let's not dwell on that - I'll leave that to others. Instead I'll just gawp at the hugeness of it all and take comfort in the vastness of the universe. And if anything is worth celebrating then I'll certainly drink to that!